With all the stuff I’ve been reading on the internet you’d think I ought to be able to give some of this stuff back. Write something somewhere that’ll make other internet junkies as happy as I am.
It’s easier said then done though. I’m not really sure if it’s, say, lack of inspiration. Somewhere between the filters of laziness, insecurity, and perfectionism, everything just gets pushed off.
Actually I am afraid of being laughed at, just like everybody else. I don’t know why I sometimes think I’m okay with it. If I do anything expecting people to respond and they don’t, I feel like a failure. I’m always capable of finding a reason not to do stuff. And now I feel like a failure all the same.
See, lose-lose situation again. Something needs to happen.